A very quick update to let you know that I am still here.
So what have I been up to…more importantly what have I been doing to make my dreams come true? Honestly…nothing. A big fat lazy zero from me. I don’t know why I do it to myself, I want this to happen, I want to make my life better and I have the means to do it…but I don’t.
I think I am too comfortable at the moment, yeah sure money is tight, I have debts to pay off, I don’t want to work in retail anymore…but I am not struggling, I get paid monthly just enough to cover my bills and food. So I get home from work, I shower, eat dinner and watch Netflix. That’s it. It’s not good enough, I know that, but I am too good at switching my brain off to the things that really matter.
I want to turn this around so I am going to work really hard to break this routine. No matter I tired I might think I am when I get home…I’m not that tired. I have plenty of brain power left over, I just need to sit at my desk instead of the sofa…and resist the Netflix or YouTube trap.